It's been a while since I updated this thing so I thought it was time to do that. Not much has happened, well ok a lot has happened but nothing important enough to blab about. Jesse moved in, and then moved out. I guess he just couldn't handle my busy life. Oh well. Got to see Hanson...again. Wow I just realized I haven't listened to Hanson in a few weeks besides live. I think I burned myself out on it. Anyways, Jessica is moving in with me. We're gonna be room mates again so that kicks ass. I've lost weight which is also kick ass lol. When I get back to at least 110 I'll be happy. 100 would be awesome though. So yeah, life is busy. I've been working at Bostons & the record store every day so I'm pretty exhausted. We had the Ingram Hill show and that was fun. I need to spend more time with my friends. Oh! I'm getting a moped! That's important news :) I'm excited for that. I think I want a baby blue one. That or a pink one. They get like 138 miles to the gallon. That's exciting. It'll save me a lot of gas money. I don't drive much anyway.

Just testing out my new moods :)

If Zac ever got tattoos, especially sleeves! I would drool all over him..end of story lol

So I'm totally heading down to Dallas for March 30th and 31st to see SETB at the film festival. Even though I own it I want to show my support for the boys so I'm gonna go. It'll be fun though!! I'm excited for it. Zac and Tay will be there so that'll be cool.

Update: YAY! Anita's coming with me :D

I got The Walk yesterday and I have to say that it is the BEST HANSON ALBUM EVER!!! On every album there are songs that I don't listen to and skip because I don't like them. I don't skip ANY songs on this album, they are all amazing. I love "Georgia" and "Fire On The Mountain" and Ike's song "Watch Over Me" is sweet and sounds great :) "Blue Sky" came out awesome as well!! I hope that everyone buys this album and enjoys it as much as I do.

So...I have to make a doctors appointment for those "headaches" I get. I noticed that I have a small bump on my left temple and that is where all the pain always is for these headaches. I had a headache 2 days ago and it took me 18 hours to get the pain to go away, the pain is pretty much gone but I can still feel it which kinda sucks. I'm keeping my mind off it though. I hate doctors but I guess it's time to suck it up and go. Blah... :(

Ok well yesterday was Hanson leak overload lol between the Go video and then two more songs from the album I thought my head was gonna explode from excitement. This album is going to be AMAZING!! I love "Running Man" & "Been There Before". The video for "Go" is awesome as well. The whole album leaked but I'm gonna wait on the rest of it and not download it cause I get the album in less than 2 weeks anyway, might as well leave the rest for the excitement of opening it and listening for the first time.

Anyways in other news hahaha. I'm off to New Jersey and Connecticut the last week of February through the first week of March for Hanson shows. Fun times!! I'll come back with tons of photos.

Ok so I had an idea of what to post and then got COMPLETELY distracted by new screen caps for the new music video for "Go" hahaha. So now I have no idea what I was going to post about. So instead I'm going to ramble lol. I'm at work...i'm eating chips and drinking dr pepper lol. Since I started working here I've lost weight since I walk to work instead of driving. That's 6 miles of walking every day. It's the only way I can get my exercise in cause I don't have time for the gym lately. But atleast I'm doing SOMETHING to lose weight :D. Bad part though...I havn't been eating lately and then even just eating these little chips is making me sick :( Sooooo I need to make an appointment with a nutritionist so I can catch myself before I end up slipping down into my problem area again....at the same time I wanted to lose some weight so maybe this will be a good thing...THEN i'll go to the nutritionist. Blah...ya so...ya. That's all.

SO HANSON IN NJ AND PA ON MARCH 1ST AND 4TH!!! WHO'S GONNA DRIVE WITH ME CAUSE IM TOTALLY GOING HEHE!!!

So I'm a home body..Yep. I sit at home 24/7. I didn't step outside my door ONCE yesterday. I'm not depressed or anything. Actually this has been the best year so far. Jesse's moving to Tulsa to be with me in 2 weeks to the day =oD and of course new Hanson music makes it even more amazing. I guess I just miss my friends. They live right here in this town but I don't see them often. Whenever people want me to come over I am so tired by that point that yes I wuss out and stay home. I need to start just sucking it up, quit being a bitch and just go lol. I got rid of my dogs because it just wasn't the right time to have a dog. Everytime I do leave the house I am gone ALL day and hey destroy everything they can reach. So yep, back to just me. Anyways...Rachaels birthday is this weekend so that's cool beans I'll get to spend the weekend with muh friends which'll make me feel tons better. I was listening to "Babylon" by The Kelly Family and it made me laugh thinking of the last time I heard that with the girls, we were all standing outside and Kelli and I were in her car and we were singing along to it and then when the chorus started, Kelli, Jen, Rachael and I just started dancing like crazy wackos haha..that was a fun time. ANYWAYS enough of my bored blog.

I keep having dreams that I have a baby!! What the heck is up with that. Last nights dream was completely realistic. It had Erin, Rachael, Kelli, Anita and John in it. We were all going downtown somewhere for a meeting (hmm my big break meeting maybe since that is today lol) and I had my puppy Penny-Lane with me. I had put her in John's car and he didn't close the door so she took off into a field. I chased her and finally found her after forever and shedding tears. After that I put her in the car and walked inside where I took a seat next to a high chair and I guess it was my baby boy lol about 5 months old because Anita and I were talking about how my pregnancy went and blah blah...SO WEIRD!!!

Fox decided to cancel The OC! :( I'm really sad about that...that was the one show that kept me from getting home sick because I was able to see it all there on my tv screen, but now it's gone and I have to watch the season dvd's instead. I'm already missing the beach..and the palm trees...and the sun. I need a vacation to California.

So I was talking to Jesse today and he reminded me that I only have 4 weeks until he moves here to be with me!!! I seriously squealed I was so excited hahaha. I miss him a lot so it'll be great to have him here with me. Ugh that means I need to make room in the closet....but...but...I have so much clothes!! lol Oh well I'll manage.

So NYE was pretty awesome. I got to Boston's around 8 somethin' and sat around until the girls showed up. Angela & Jessica sat with me until Erin came back from taking John somewhere since they denied him from getting into Bostons (which i told him on the phone they wouldnt let him in, but did he listen...noooo). Erin came back and we went to the bar and started our night. Well, I started mine since they had already pregamed. I ended up only drinking 4 midori sours and 2 shots of buttery nipples. I had tons of fun dancing around with the girls and with this guy Ryan. I wish more people would have joined us but they called it a "drunk fest" which it wasnt. No one was drunk, and if they were then damn I couldn't tell lol, I think everyone was buzzed though. We did everything we normally do when we're sober and I know I wasnt drunk so I had a good time anyway. Anyways, at Midnight we all took a buttery nipple shot and then cheered. Dave & Jessica shared their new years kiss together!!! It was soooo cute!! We seriously sat there and squealed at the table for a little bit hahaha cause we were surprised he did that. It was awesome. At about 12:30 and my stomach full of alcohol/no food I was super exhausted so I said my goodbye and went home. As soon as I hit my pillow I was out like a light. I ended up sleeping until about 11 something and then Anita called and we started our day off with a nice trip to Olive Garden! Woot lol then we went shopping at the mall which I spent way too much money but that's ok haha, it was fun. Anyways, hope everyone else had a great NYE.

So I have the worst migrain in the world today. I've had it since this morning and it won't go away no matter what I do. I took enough tylenol to OD..I napped for hours and it's still here. I'm seriously about to cry it hurts so fucking bad. I'm about to go to the ER to get some damn pain meds. So here's to hoping I don't end up ODing on tylenol.

Sooo it's Christmas eve...Everyones out with their families and eating Christmas dinner, opening presents ect. I was kinda upset that I wasn't going to go home for the holidays. My mom hasn't even called me so I guess I'm not missed that much.

Tomorrow I'm going to Anita's for Christmas day/dinner. I'm looking forward to that. It's a family for me so I am pretty happy about that. But I am thankful for my friends that have been there this past few weeks of drama brought on by idiot people. Why someone would be so stupid they had to start bullshit rumours? But I could really care less because my true friends have still been there for me. And I love them for that.

Anyways; I'm gonna cut this short because Erin & I are heading over to Anita's to hang out. I hope everyone is having a great holiday.

So I FINALLY got a freakin' phone!!! Yay!! So call me, anyone lol. 1-918-551-7481

I am also going to go pick up my babies from the pound tomorrow with Casey so if anyone wants to come see them please do. :) They're adorable.

SEEEEEEAT OF LOOOOOOOVE. hehehehe. Ok this was a pointless entry. I LOVE YOU!! YES YOU READING THIS!! ok...wow I'm tired....NIGHT!!

So, it's Christmukah time. Christmas & Chanukah together for those of you that don't know what it is. I'm more into Chanukah this year than Christmas because you usually spend Christmas with family..and I won't be. It'll just be any other day for me. Atleast for Chanukah this coming week I am going to cook and invite a few peeps over for some yummy food, dreidel and chocolate gelt. Fun times. I am having a bitch of a time with Cox, first they didn't schedule my hook up date down so they had to reschedule it for the 13th and they didn't even give me a fucking time of when they're going to be here!! And then..they told me when I first called that my number was going to be one thing..and then they switched it and THEN they sad they never told me it was the other number SO!! My number is going to be nothing until they come hook it up and I have someone call me to tell me what number they fucking dialed. Gr!! Well, hope everyone is enjoying the cold.

So my birthday has come and gone. I am 21 and don't feel any different. That's a normal feeling though. You turn a year older in a matter of seconds...from 20 to 21 and I guess you wouldn't feel much difference. Kelli and I went out to Paddy's Irish Pub, they had SUPER good food. We spent the whole night talking about Europe this next Fall and how we're going to monk nap (Operation Pan Knom) Paddy Kelli if he is still a monk at that point. It was a real fun night. After that Jen IM'ed me and asked if I was going out that night, I wasn't planning on it cause I thought everyone was waiting 'til Friday, but Jen and Erin were going out so I joined them. They came and picked me up and we went to Mercury Lounge for the night. We spent the entire night having guys buy us drinks and talking to random people. After 8 shots and I don't remember how many drinks we all went back to the girls house and I literally passed out on the floor, one foot from the couch mind you. I was so drunk it was insane. The next day I didn't have a hung over, my stomach just hurt because it was full of alcohol ALL day and I didn't eat until 3:30 in the afternoon. It was fun though. I am still tired cause I fucked up my sleep schedule..it's only 8:30 but I am gonna go to fucking sleep lol.